Tuesday, December 2, 2008

RepCom Part VII: Love

Love
One Month Later


"So, General."

Signe Amrun was slipping into her tunic.

"How long are we going to pretend these sorts of things never happened?"

Signe looked over at the clone and ran her hands over her hair, smoothing it down. She sported a grin. "I've got a few more months in me to keep a secret."

"I've got years," Oni replied. "But how long until people really start to notice?"

Gev already knew, but Signe refrained from telling Oni. As the squad's leader, he would take it into his own hands to keep Gev quiet. Perhaps permanently. "It'll be all right, On'ika," Signe smiled.

Oni was a wall of determination. "What if someone finds out?" he persisted.

Signe walked right up to Oni and poked him in the nose. "Then we hope it's someone we don't like so we can kill them." Oni's brow lowered. Perhaps he was trying to gauge if the Jedi was joking or not, so Signe clarified. "I'm kidding. If the squad finds out, they'll keep quiet."

"They'd better," Oni grumbled. Signe brushed the back of her hand against his cheek and thought about the first time she had done that months ago. She was still a Knight then, and Oni was the sniper.

There were other matters at hand. Signe placed a kiss on the side of Oni's neck and tried to avoid thinking about the end of their reprieve. Oni couldn't. "We're leaving in three hours."

Oh, right. The mission. Five days of reprieve in the barracks had distracted her, and she wasn't very guilty for letting it happen. "I'll see to our viin'ika."

Oni tilted his head. "Have you talked to the other Masters about her?"

"I've sent a few messages about her incompetence. I'm afraid that--she won't make it."

Oni put his hands on Signe's shoulders and stared into her eyes. "You have to have faith in her, Sig'ika. We'll help you protect her." Signe squeezed her eyes shut and nodded.

"I should get going," she murmured.

Oni grabbed Signe's hand. She stared at him, startled, her hand clamped in his grip. His dark eyes were glassy. She lingered.

Back in Signe's room, Jatne and Amiel were sitting on the Padawan's bed. Jatne nodded and said "Ma'am," to Signe, then looked back at Amiel with a grin. "Well?"

"Ni copaani buy'ce gal," Amiel said slowly.

"What are you teaching her?" Signe asked with mock authority.

"How to order a pint of ale," Jatne replied, beaming. "It's very important."

Amiel puffed up her cheeks. "You told me that was how to find the 'fresher!"

Jatne laughed. Signe folded in her lips to hide a smile. Amiel radiated contentment in Jatne's presence. Signe had to remind herself that she wasn't the only one allowed to love a clone.

"I'll teach you that, too, Commander," Jatne went on. "But I've got to get going. General," Jatne nodded again to Signe, then waved goodbye to Amiel before leaving.

Under her Master's gaze, Amiel fidgeted and busied herself sorting the few possessions she had on her bed.

"We're off on our next assignment in three hours. I'll see you at the briefing in 30 minutes, all right?"

Amiel nodded. Signe moved into the 'fresher to take a shower, and the distance between them remained.

---

"We're Sigma squad. We're here to rescue you," Oni said breathlessly.

The Republic governor, Grenel Fach, seemed unnaturally calm for a politician who spent most of his time in an office. "Nice to meet you." An explosion topside rocked the underground shelter.

Gev hauled Grenel Fach to his feet by the back of his shirt and shoved him. "Keep your head down if you want to keep it," he instructed.

"No expensive armor for me? I do pay taxes, you know. Oh, hello," he said to Signe and Amiel, who were monitoring the dark corridor.

"Hi," Amiel said meekly. Signe rolled her eyes.

"Nothing to be afraid of, Governor," Jatne said as the three commandos and two Jedi made their way back out of the Sep shelter. Morj was waiting under cover above them, having set charges to blow the place. "We'll be in a ship back to Republic space in no time."

"Thank you, soldier."

They reached the turbolift out of the shelter. Amiel and Signe had to skewer a couple of Seps on the way out, which Grenel Farr watched unblinking.

"You're a tough guy," Jatne commented on the turbolift.

"I may or may not have had a military career before this job, soldier. What's your name? And give me the real one, not the number."

"Jatne," Jatne replied. Signe noted a small welling of pride inside of him.

"Expert work, Jatne. All of you. I hope to work with you in the future."

"No, don't do that," Gev muttered. "This armor pinches you in places you didn't know you had."

Grenel Fach snorted.

"Took you long enough," Morj greeted them as they tramped out of the turbolift. They started moving immediately, and after they were clear, Oni detonated the charges.

"I like your style," Grenel Fach yelled over the chaos.

"Shut up and move!" Oni snapped. Droids had oriented on them and gave chase, blasters firing. Morj attached the grenade launcher to his DC-17 and started taking them out in large chunks.

Gev and Morj shoved the governor along, who ran with his head down and his arms covering him. Signe was running backwards as best she could, deflecting blaster bolts with her yellow and green lightsabers. Jatne forced Amiel to run in front of him, and Oni lead the way.

Barely audible above the noise of battle, a LAAT/i transport soared overhead. It was trailed by the blaster fire of an enemy anti-aircraft, which missed and hit the rock face above them.

"Shab!" Oni yelled.

"Who's that gunner?" Gev shouted. "I ought to--"

Gev didn't get to finish his sentence as the debris from the shots rained down on both them and the pursuing droids. Signe coughed and checked her person, shaking dust and small pebbles off of her as she looked frantically around for the others. Amiel was right beside her curled up into a ball, and Signe helped her to her feet. Oni was hauling Morj up and Gev skirted around a boulder, swearing loudly, Grenel Fach in tow.

It all happened so fast.

The LAAT/i swooped and hovered over them. The first person to be hauled into the crowded hold was the governor, then Signe was pulled in against her will, followed by Gev and Morj.

"Jatne!" she shouted. "Where's Jatne?"

"We've only got room for two more, General!" one of the troopers shouted.

Amiel scurried away from the grabbing clone's arms because she was the next important-ranking officer. "Jatne!" she called out. Oni came up beside her and motioned for her to follow him, and they found Jatne lying flat on his back, one of his legs crushed under a boulder.

Oni froze. Amiel felt his mind go blank, then suddenly his arm reached out and grabbed her roughly by the elbow. "Jatne!" Amiel screamed. "What about Jatne?"

Oni was silent. His mind was ice cold.

"Jatne!" she continued to scream his name over and over again. The sympathetic troopers inside the LAAT/i secured her under the arms and dragged her into the hold, and Oni followed. The LAAT/i lifted without waiting, and Oni stared down as the ground disappeared below them.

---

Signe stepped into the squad's refresher and the door sealed shut behind her. She could see Oni sitting in the shower stall in his black bodysuit. Cautiously, she went and sat down on her knees beside him, silent. He said nothing and didn't look into her eyes; he simply leaned sideways until his head rested in her lap. She couldn't sense anything definitive from him, but being in his presence made her stomach twist into a tight knot.

"I never wanted to be squad leader," Oni said finally.

"I know," Signe whispered.

"When we left Mal in the droid factory and I became squad leader, I swore I would never leave a brother behind again." Oni's voice was gravelly.

"It's okay." But it wasn't.

"I left my brother to the Seps. He's wounded. I--I left him." Oni trailed off, his voice failing him. His shoulders started shaking, then he sobbed. She said nothing and did nothing but hold his shoulder tightly while he wept.

"My own brother, and I left him," he murmured. "He kept calling out to me. I told him he was going to be okay. And he's not."

Something hard hit the refresher door. Morj was yelling from outside, cursing in languages Signe couldn't distinguish. She heard Oni's name several times, and Oni flinched.

"Hut'uun!" was the only curse Signe recognized. Coward. The worst insult. Oni fell into a dreadful silence and covered his face. She heard Gev yell something, then there was another crash as something hit the refresher door again. Oni sat up and he and Signe both stood. When they opened the door, they were standing behind Morj. Gev was holding him by the front of his bodysuit, and Morj was bleeding from the lip.

"Stop it! Both of you!" Signe shouted, the command dripping venom. Gev let go of Morj, and Morj moved away and climbed onto his bunk without a word. His pack was lying on the floor, its contents spilled out. Gev folded his arms and seemed to want to say something, while Oni lingered behind Signe. She could sense his tension. He wanted to leap at Morj.

Amiel came in, holding Signe's com. All eyes moved to her, and she seemed to wilt in place as if detecting the mood of the room--which she did. "Master, your com was ringing. I picked it up. I'm sorry--it's Sergeant Meshkad."

Friday, November 14, 2008

NNWM08: Mortal Coils (I)

MORTAL COILS

I

Drag

Calico Darby slid out of the tow truck and nearly tripped over herself in the process. The driver of the truck muttered: "Careful," and snorted with amusement. Cal thanked him and shouldered her briefcase, then walked into the lobby of the auto repair shop.

"Hello," a man behind the counter said. He seemed friendly enough--friendlier than the tow truck driver, at least.

"Hi, my car broke down. My name's Calico Darby."

The man checked something behind the desk and nodded. "Yep, got'cha down right here. Do you need a rental car?"

"No, I have a ride, thank you. How long until you have an estimate?" Cal asked. She brushed a piece of hair out of her face.

"We're slow right now. Maybe twenty minutes."

Cal smiled and thanked the man, whose name tag read: "Randy Adams / Manager." Cal situated herself in one of the chairs and took out her cell phone. She called Noah and asked if she could pick her up at the shop, and he obligingly agreed.

Cal tapped her feet nervously while she waited. A young mechanic came in from the garage and started talking to the manager. Cal tilted her head, enraptured by the familiarity of his face. His nametag read "Row," and Cal couldn't put her finger on it. She was still new to the town that knew everyone, so even a familiar-looking stranger should have been no surprise.

The manager said: "Miss, if you'd like an honest opinion..."

Rising from her seat, Cal went up to the counter and said: "Please."

"Don't put any more money in this car."

Calico Darby tapped her fingernail on the counter. "How much is the estimate?" she asked.

"Eight hundred dollars. You need a new transmission."

Calico thought about it. She smiled. "I'll take the transmission. Consider it one of many donations to your store."

"You sure? I mean it--your car is a bonafide piece of crap."

"It has sentimental value," Calico Darby said vaguely.

Randy Adams shrugged. "You can pick it up tomorrow, Miss Darby."

Calico thanked the manager and turned to leave, nearly plowing into the young mechanic she noticed earlier. "Oh! Excuse me!" she stammered. The mechanic arched a brow at her, and they both spent a moment in a dead stare.

Wordlessly, Calico left the auto repair shop. It was a bitterly cold day in early October, and the chill hurt the skin on her face. A black sedan pulled into the parking lot seconds after the shop door closed behind her. Calico waved at the driver and got in the passenger seat.

"Perfect timing, eh, Cal?" the driver asked. He was a handsome man in his early twenties with neat, dark hair and perfect teeth.

"Thanks, Noah," Cal replied. "Sorry about this."

"I can take you to the grocery later, if you need to go," Noah offered, glancing away from the road momentarily to gauge her reaction.

"Absolutely not, I'm completely fine until tomorrow," Cal assured him.

Noah fell silent. The drive to the office was only ten minutes.

At Calico's desk, she was met by Grant Hal, co-manager of the IT department. "'Morning!"

Cal's knuckles turned white as she gripped her coffee mug. "Good morning," she said cheerily.

Grant half-sat on the edge of her desk and began talking about what he made for breakfast. This was his launching pad for conversations of similar disinterest, such as the previous night's news cast, political candidates, and popular culture trivia . Grant Hal followed Calico to a co-worker's desk as Cal reset a series of compromised network passwords. He talked to her while she fixed a jammed printer.

It was 10 o'clock in the morning. "Hey, should we take a break?" Grant Hal asked.

"Sure. I'm going to use the restroom." Cal strode off toward the women's restroom without looking back. She locked the door behind her. She stared at herself in the mirror, adjusted her glasses, then pushed her dark red hair behind her ears. The bathroom was in perfect order and it smelled like artificial lemons. It was all the same.

As she left, she nearly ran into Polly Gregory. She was a pretty blonde secretary who was short and wore skirts that matched her height.

"'Morning," Cal said. Polly shrugged some sort of reply and disappeared into the bathroom. Cal's gaze drifted to Noah's cubicle, where he was sitting with his back toward her. His chair was shifting side to side with the movement of his body as he read a report on his monitor. Noah had always been the fidgety type. He became increasingly fidgety whenever Polly approached his desk to hand over files. Cal often noticed that instead of paging him by phone or over the computer for calls, she would walk over to his desk, place her hand on the back of his chair, and lean over. She often wore low-cut shirts, and this often accentuated her sense of fashion. Cal didn't like Polly.

Grant crept up behind Cal and started talking before she noticed he was there. "Hey, it's almost lunch time!"

Cal nearly jumped out of her shoes. She whirled on Grant. "Don't do that!"

"Two more hours!" Grant said, waving his hands.

The workday dragged on. By one o'clock in the afternoon, Grant had moved back to his own desk and opened up some applications on his computer. He seemed more interested in launching pieces of paper into the trashcan with a paperclip catapult than actually working.

Cal drank two more cups of coffee before it was time to leave.


It was only a five-minute drive back to her apartment. Noah let Cal off at the front gate of her building. "Need a lift to pick up your car tomorrow?" Noah asked.

Cal knelt down to speak through the passenger side window. "If you could drop me off after work, that would be great," she said.

"It's a date." Noah smiled.

"It's a plan."

Cal went into her building, the sun setting behind the rustic, Germanic roof. The keypad let her into a small entranceway where two staircases led to two apartments, and she ascended into the left door. Cal unlocked the door and stepped in, overwhelmed with silence. Her roommate was gone.

After setting her briefcase down, Cal shed her blazer and hung it in the closet. She took off her short pumps and placed them in an orderly fashion on her shoe rack on the closet floor. Moments before she changed into her pajamas, there was a knock on the door. Cal tilted her head in bewilderment, then went to see who it was.

"Oh, Miss Fleming," Cal said with the faintest of smiles after answering the door. "How are you?"

"Good, dear. Good." Miss Fleming was holding a casserole dish with tin foil over the top. Her marmalade cat was twisting around her ankles and rubbing its cheeks on her skin. "I made you a quiche."

Cal blinked and forced her smile to grow. "Wonderful. That's very generous of you, Miss Fleming. Here." Cal went to take the dish from her, but somehow Miss Fleming took this as an invitation into the apartment.

Cal stood back as the woman entered, her slippered feet shuffling on the carpet. The cat followed at a quick trot, watching the casserole dish. Margot Fleming was the middle-aged woman in the apartment opposite of Cal's. She wore horn-rimmed glasses that magnified her eerie blue eyes, and her shoulders were slightly hunched. Her dresses were long outdated and she wore shawls and cardigans as if she was twenty years older than she actually was. Her cause was not helped by the fact that she lived with at least three cats, one of which was making itself comfortable on Cal's kitchen floor. Miss Fleming set the casserole dish down on one of the counters and proceeded to remove the tin foil. She found the plates and the silverware and began cutting pieces for her and Cal to eat. Cal watched her in stunned silence, too amazed by the woman's audacity to feel any alarm at her pushiness. Before she knew it, she was sitting with Miss Fleming at the table.

"I wanted to see how you were doing," Miss Fleming said calmly. She gave a small piece of quiche to her cat, which sat under her chair flicking its tail.

"Things are going well," Cal said, trying to decipher what was in the quiche. "My job has been nice."

"Good," Miss Fleming said. She smiled, her eyes remaining wide open and her teeth a mossy yellow. "How long have you been here?"

Cal tilted her had from side to side in thought. "About two months, I suppose."

"Who have you met?"

The liquid calmness of Miss Fleming's words was disarming. Cal didn't question the interrogation. "Noah Briggs has been very kind to me."

"Noah Briggs is a good lad. He is very popular here."

"I noticed. It seems like everyone in town knows each other somehow."

Miss Fleming kept that creepy smile of hers. "It's true."

"I used to have family here--but it was generations ago," Cal remarked. She tried some of the quiche. It wasn't bad, though it could have been warmer. She added some salt from the salt shaker on the table.

"Really?" There was a small inflection in Miss Fleming's otherwise monotonous tone. "How long ago was that?"

"Maybe three or four generations ago," Cal said with a quirk of her brow. "My mother mentioned it to me before I moved here. I don't know much else."

"I see." Miss Fleming reached down and scratched the top of her cat's head. "Three or four generations ago--that's the late nineteenth century, isn't it?"

"I suppose so."

"And this town is still as small and communal as back then." Miss Fleming chuckled, and her voice was not unlike dropped glass on concrete.

Cal hurried and finished the quiche, hoping that it would goad Miss Fleming into leaving. It didn't--at least, not right away.

Miss Fleming picked up her cat and held it in her lap as if it was a baby. "This town has had a long tradition of being a close-knit community. It started with one family, you know."

Cal's teeth started to grind. She was patient to a fault, that was for sure. But she had already sat through a conversation with Grant Hal today, as well as a stay at the auto repair shop. Cal took a long drink of water and willed it to turn into wine.

"The Kimbleys were their name."

"That's my mother's maiden name," Cal commented. She was walking the tight wire between politeness and wanting the conversation to end.

"Very interesting indeed," Miss Fleming said. Her cat was purring loudly. Uncomfortable silence followed until Miss Fleming finally said: "I should be going. Enjoy the rest of the quiche, Calico."

Cal couldn't have been happier to show Miss Fleming and her marmalade cat out. She shut the door and locked it, then whispered aloud: "A quiche?"

Cal made a frozen dinner and ate half of it while watching the evening news. The mayor had built a new estate outside of city limits, and the news anchor listed all of the pumpkin patches in town. Other than that, it was business as usual. A weekly television show that she only marginally liked was on at eight o'clock, so she watched it while doing a few Sudokus. At ten o'clock, she got into her pajamas and went to bed. She read a mainstream thriller novel for twenty minutes before she fell asleep.

The sun rose.

Noah met her at the gate leading onto the sidewalk.

"Good morning," he said with a warm smile.

"Good morning," Cal replied. Noah walked closely alongside her all the way to the office.

Grant Hal discussed an oil barge spill near Antarctica. For lunch, Cal ate a turkey sandwich and a bag of Doritos, and she drank Diet Coke. When work was over, Cal walked with Noah back to his apartment complex to pick up his car.

"What was wrong with your car?" he asked as they pulled out of the parking lot.

"It needed a new transmission."

"And you actually paid for that?"

"Unfortunately, yes. I don't need the car, really, but I certainly don't have the money for a new one, so..."

"Not even for a trade-in?" Noah asked.

"I don't think so," Cal replied.

"My sister's husband's brother--my brother in-law, I guess--might be getting rid of his pick-up truck for cheap."

Cal chuckled. "Do you see me in a pick-up truck?"

Noah had a concealed smile on his face. He was thinking about something else. "No."

Cal got out of the car at the auto repair shop. Noah leaned toward the passenger window and said: "Are you sure you even need a car? I say sell it for what it's worth, and if you need to go anywhere, I can take you."

Waving her hand, Cal dismissed him. "I couldn't burden you with that, Noah. I'll see you tomorrow."

Noah backed out of the lot and Cal went up to the glass door of the shop. They were closing down for the night, and right as she neared the door, the young mechanic named Row was leaving. They nearly ran into each other again.

He gave her a lob-sided smile and held the door for her to go in. The sheepish manager greeted her and rung up her credit card before handing her the keys.

"I hope the car stops giving you trouble," he said. There was an earnestness in his voice that Cal wouldn't have expected from a man who made a living off of broken cars.

"Thanks." Cal smiled.

The sun set early now that it was October. There was an eerie feeling of premature closure all through winter that Cal had never gotten over since she was a child. The world seemed cold and sleepy when it was only 6 o'clock in the evening--it didn't make for a productive attitude. All she wanted to do was go back to her apartment and read.

Cal parallel parked her car in front of her building. The street lamp above her flickered and went out as she stepped onto the sidewalk. A freezing wind picked up and she tugged her coat around her, fumbling to open the gate in the dark. A shadow from a bare tree across the street wove around her like spindly fingers. Treading carefully atop the uneven walkway to the front door, she again had to navigate the dark keypad to unlock the door. When she went for the doorknob, she found that someone hadn't closed the door all the way. Irresponsible.

The steps to her apartment creaked as her shoes sank into the worn carpet. The light had always been dim in the hallway, so fumbling to unlock her door was expected. Finally, she entered her apartment and closed the door behind her. It was dark. Her roommate was still gone. The light switch in the entrance hallway seemed to be broken, as it made a nasty buzzing sound when she flipped it on. She would need to call an electrician.

Calico set her bag down and walked cautiously into the kitchen to find the light switch there. She paused and felt an uncomfortable twitch in her skin, a sort of sensation that seemed to indicate that someone was standing behind her. She looked over her shoulder--she spun around fully, but saw nothing.

The refrigerator made a crashing sound. Cal jumped and pressed her hand to her chest. Just the ice machine. Cal shook her head and opened the fridge to get the carton of soymilk. She got a cup and poured some in, then took a sip.

"Pardon me."

The squeal that came out of her mouth sounded like something out of a B horror film. Cal spun around again and her heart stopped. There was a man standing in the living room. He approached the serving window from the kitchenette, and she backed up until she was pressed against the kitchen counter. Cal reached behind her and found the cutlery block, and she held tightly to one of the knife handles.

The man spread his hands. "This intrusion is most regrettable, Miss Darby, but I simply had to speak with you."

Cal couldn't quite make out his features in the dark, other than his silvery hair and long mustache. His eyes were also a grayish color that almost seemed aglow. "Who are you?" Cal demanded.

"My name is Spencer. Spencer Malthus. And you're Calico Darby."
Cal's heart was pounding so hard that her throat was pulsating. Her vision was blurring with adrenaline flow. "How do you know who I am? What do you want?"

"I wish for you to come with me." His voice was aqueous and calm.

"No." Cal's elbow twitched, fingers still clamped around the knife handle.

Spencer Malthus frowned. His eyes were mournful, bright like dying stars. "I promise not to hurt you."

"Absolutely not," Cal snapped. "You broke into my house."

"It is a trivial matter how I came here. What matters is what I will have to do if you refuse to comply."

Cal shook her head. She was sweating, her eyes taking in the man's every gesture, trying to process his words.

"I am willing to terminate lives for your company, Calico Darby. Are you?"

Cal froze. "What?" The man smiled--she could see his shiny teeth even in the dark.

Spencer Malthus effortlessly swung over the serving window and slid over the counter opposite of her. He stood in the narrow space between the sink and the counter she was pressed against, and while he had advanced, Cal had pulled the knife from its sheath. Blindly, she stabbed at his shoulder, felt a sickening sinking of the blade into flesh, then she fled to the chorus of his screaming.

Cal ran faster than she ever had before, squeezing through her front door and half-running, half-falling down the stairs. She left her apartment building behind her. A tumble on the walkway almost caused her to trip, but she braced herself on the gate and pushed it open. She ran across the street and reached the opposite sidewalk between two parked vans, her progress decidedly stopped by a collision with a passerby.

It was the mechanic. Row.

"Slow down there, Red," he said with a bemused grin. He had his hands steadying her shoulders. His grin morphed into a frown when he saw her face.

"Someone broke into my apartment. I need to call the police," Cal rambled. "Oh, God, I stabbed him!" She was out of breath from her flight, and she was fighting with her consciousness to stay calm.

"Come with me," he said. Cal almost tried to pull out of his grip, but his earnest gaze deterred her. He added: "We'll use the phone in my apartment."

The mechanic led her into the apartment building across the street from her own, and he let Cal use the phone in his kitchen. She reported the incident with the operator, then they waited for the police to arrive. The mechanic's apartment was neat and tidy not unlike hers, but there was a disciplined organization to the place that almost made it cold. It lacked the superfluous furniture of more homey apartments, and yet something about it comforted her.

"I am so sorry about all of this," Cal lamented. She sat down on a recliner in his living room and held her head in her hands.

"You looked like you needed help," he remarked. "Don't worry about it."

Cal shut her eyes. Her mind tried to make sense of the past several minutes. The silver-haired man, the knife, this mechanic--he called her "Red."

"I'm Row Sedgewick, by the way. I put the transmission in your car," he introduced himself.

Cal's jaw dropped. "Rowan Sedgewick? Sedge?"

Row's eyes blinked once before he spoke. "Calico Darby. I thought that was you when I looked over your car. There couldn't be two Calicos in the world. Eh, Red?" He snorted.

"It's been since--before high school." Cal's face was a study of incredulity.

"Junior high," Row said. "We went out."

A hesitant chuckle left Cal's mouth. "This is too much."

"We'll catch up later, Red." He moved into the living room and lowered himself into the couch across from Cal. "What did the guy look like?"

"White hair, white mustache... he was hard to see. He told me his name was Spencer Malthus."

Row rubbed his jaw. "Definitely never heard of him."

Cal straightened. "Are you kidding me? Everyone knows each other in this town!"

"Must have been an outsider. That's tricky."

"Are you saying that because the guy who broke into my house is an outsider, the police won't be able to arrest him?" Cal asked, brow knitted.

Row snorted and shook his head. "It means they'll have to do work. It'll take longer, and until then, this guy can probably get into your apartment. Do you live alone?"

"Yes. Well, right now--my roommate is out of town. I should call her." Cal patted down her person, only to discover that her cell phone was still in her briefcase back in her apartment.

"Wait. You said you stabbed a man?" Row interrupted.

Cal covered her mouth and nodded.

"Way to go!"

"Don't praise me for stabbing someone!" Cal retorted.

"Ah, that's right. You always were little miss Peace Corps in junior high."

"And you were a regular tough guy. I remember."

The sound of a cop car roused them from their seats. They went down to the street to meet the officers, and as Row came out from the two parked vans into the streets, the police officer shouted: "Hold it! Hands in the air!"

Row complied with a heavy sigh. Cal peeked out from between the vans and gasped. Another officer came over to her and asked: "Are you all right?"

The other officer commanded Row to get up against the police car, and Row obeyed.

"Uh, yes," Cal said, dumbfounded. "What are you doing to Row?"

The officer slammed Row's head into the roof of the car. "I asked you a question!" the officer shouted.

"Oh, should he not be a suspect?" the officer who was talking to Cal asked.

"No, he helped me!" Cal cried.

"Hey, Luke! Cut it out! He's clear!"

Luke the police officer looked away from Row, confused. "He's not a suspect, Joe?"

"Not according to the victim."

"Sorry." Luke stepped away from Row, who straightened, wobbled, and held onto his head. Cal meekly came to his side and put her hand on his shoulder.

"That's embarrassing. Well, anyway," Joe the police officer took out his notepad, "you had a break-in, ma'am?" he asked Cal.

"Y-Yes. He was a middle-aged man, I suppose, with silver hair and a big mustache. He told me his name."

Joe arched a brow. "Really?"

"Spencer Malthus." Should I tell them I stabbed him? she asked herself.

"Never heard of him. Doubt he'll be on file." Joe mumbled, enveloped in his notes.

"We're going to cordon your apartment. Do you need anything out of it?" Luke asked.

"Yes. Please," Cal added. Luke beckoned her to follow him while Cal wondered briefly if it was safe. Evidently these officers didn't encounter much crime.

Luke drew out his weapon while Cal unlocked the door and stepped back. Luke pushed the door open, gun ready, and cautiously stepped in. He went for the switch but discovered it didn't work before Cal could tell him, then he huffed and crept further into the apartment. Cal stayed in place and looked around and nearly squealed as the door to the building opened and Joe entered.

He went up the right-most staircase and knocked on Cal's neighbor's door. Cal peeked into her apartment and noted that Luke had already done a search for the suspect and found nothing. He beckoned her inside.

"Gather what you want. You'll have to find another place to stay."

"Shouldn't the forensics team search for clues before I touch anything?" Cal asked.

Luke raised his eyebrows as if the thought hadn't occurred to him. "I guess." He spoke into his walkie talkie: "I need a forensics team at the residence of the break-in."

"I know I just said I shouldn't touch anything, but can I get my phone out of my briefcase?" Cal indicated the bag on the floor by her feet.

"I'll let it slide," Luke said with authority.

"Thanks," Cal murmured. She got her phone out of the front pocket and left, disinclined to stay in such a brilliant officer's presence.

She found Row waiting outside, still holding his head. A trickle of blood was running from the inside of his eye and down the side of his nose. "That looked like it hurt," she commented with a frown.

"Yeah. Assholes." He managed a smile. "Want to stay at my place?"

Cal frowned. "Well..."

"I have a guest bedroom. And I've been told I make excellent instant coffee."

"How can I refuse instant coffee?" Cal asked, voice dripping with sarcasm. "All right." This is so not like me. I should have called Noah.

Joe and Luke came back down as the forensics team swarmed the area. Luke put up caution tape in more places than was necessary, and a detective questioned Cal but didn't seem to know what information he was looking for. Finally, they were allowed to leave.


"Do you want to borrow some clothes to sleep in?" Row asked. He stood by the kitchen sink and was going about putting hydrogen peroxide on his split forehead.

"Nevermind that," Cal insisted. "Are you all right? Why did that cop rough house you?"

"You know: over-excited cops always get a little belligerent. I'm fine." Row's voice was dry. He looked down at his hands, busy preparing a piece of gauze and paper tape. "Do you mind telling me exactly what happened in your apartment?" he asked.

Cal looked down at her feet. "The man said very strange things to me. He... he wanted me to come with him. Then he said if I didn't that--oh, what was it?" Cal squinted. "He might 'terminate' people." Cal blinked and seemed surprise at what she had said, almost as if it had just processed for the first time.

Row had a dark look on his face when she finally looked up again. "I wouldn't worry. No one's been murdered here in five years."

"Five whole years?"

"Yep. Anyway, so do you want clothes or not?"

"I couldn't bother you with that. I'm fine."

Row squinted at her, dubious. Cal looked down at herself and noted she was wearing a blazer, a starchy oxford shirt, and a pencil skirt. "What do you have?" she asked.


It was hard to sleep after having your house broken into and subsequently stabbing the invader. It was even harder when sleeping in your junior high sweetheart's house while wearing his clothes. Cal was in the guest bed staring at the ceiling for a couple of hours before she stood up and crept out of the room. She was startled to find Row sitting on the couch. Across the hall from her room was his room, the door opened and his bed--neatly made--untouched. It was two o'clock in the morning.

He heard her foot creak one of the floorboards. "Can't sleep?"

"No. I'm sorry."

Row chuckled. "You're acting like you did something wrong. Cut it out." He beckoned her into his tiny living room and into the recliner where she had previously sat.

"S--"

"Don't apologize." Row had an edge to his voice.

Cal lowered herself into the recliner and hugged her arms around herself. She was wearing a baggy t-shirt of his with some obscure 70s band name on it as well as a pair of basketball shorts. She felt practically naked. To break the silence, she asked: "Can you not sleep, either?"

"I don't sleep," Row replied. He tossed the magazine that had been sitting on his lap onto the small table in front of the couch. "Hyper-vigilance or PTSD or something."

Cal frowned. "Were you in the army?"

"Yep. Since senior year of high school up until about six months ago. They sent me to Afghanistan."

"How was that?" Cal asked warily.

"Oh, you know. Car bombs and losing two squads. Your buddies spread out over several meters in pieces. Shit like that."

"I'm so sorry."

"Yeah, me too." Row stood up and walked into the kitchenette. Cal watched him and noted the way the muscles under his shirt moved as he went through some cabinets. He returned with a bottle of over the counter pills. "Should help you sleep," he said, and tossed them to her.

Cal caught them and seemed surprised that she succeeded. "Thank you."

"I'll have caught up on the economic crisis and new archeological finds by the time you get up tomorrow. I'll tell you all about them." Row rolled his eyes and indicated the magazines he had stacked next to the couch. "Good night."

Cal wondered if dreams were better than a silent vigil over reality's tales. "Good night."


"You're not going to work, are you?" Row asked, skeptical. He handed Calico a mug of coffee.

"Of course I am. It's too late to call-in, and I certainly couldn't hang around here all day."

"Sure you can."

Cal tilted her head at him, then averted her gaze and chugged down the coffee.

"I should walk you to work."

"Absolutely not. It's not necessary," Cal insisted.

"What if Creepy McDickerson shows up? Then what? You need these guns with you."

Cal almost protested about the use of guns, but Row simply showed her one of his arms and flexed. "You're lame," she mumbled.

They ate breakfast in the living room because Row didn't have a kitchen table. "What did you read last night?" Cal asked.

"The world's screwed and they still haven't found the missing link," Row replied. "Same thing every night."

"Do you miss sleeping?" Cal asked suddenly.

"I miss dreaming. But it's not like you can't do that when you're awake."


Row walked with her out of his double duplex and onto the sidewalk. The two parked vans were gone, and they could clearly see Noah standing at the gate to Calico's apartment building. His shoulders were hunched as he gazed at the caution tape wrapped around various structures like an adolescent vandal's toilet paper rampage. He turned around and saw Row and Cal coming out of Row's duplex, and he turned pale.

Clearly scandalized, Noah looked between the two and his brow lowered as he calculated the circumstances.

"Noah!" Cal called out. "My apartment is a crime scene."

"What?" Noah cried.

"Someone broke in. I'll tell you about it on the way to work." Both Noah's and Cal's cell phones went off simultaneously.

"Wait, what?" Noah demanded again.

"Hold on." Cal checked her phone and saw that she had received an email from hers and Noah's boss. "It says not to come to work today, and there has been a terrible tragedy," she said quietly. "What happened?"

Noah said: "There was an accident, and Grant Hal was killed last night. I came here to tell you."

Cal almost felt sick to her stomach. Row quirked a brow and noted her sudden change in posture. "We need to talk to somebody," he decided. "Let's go." He started walking up the sidewalk with his hands in his pockets.

Cal found herself following him, while Noah lingered behind him. "What the hell is going on?" he whined.

"Just come with us and we'll fill you in!" Cal said over her shoulder.

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Bounty FIRST DRAFT

BOUNTY

prologue

later


The wounding laughter of the police chief was enough to distract me from my injuries. I gritted my teeth, hands clasped to my stomach. My suit was wet with my own insides. She had me on my knees, powerless and broken and defeated.

She walked right up to me and put her hands on either side of my helmet, and she yanked up. The seal popped and my helmet lifted off of my head. She scoffed, almost laughed again. "Blaine Koran," she said contemptuously.

I stared up at her, my face blank and ready for death.

She stared back at me for a long while, our eyes locked without my helmet in between. And I waited for death.

Someone came up behind me and I heard the cocking of a shotgun. It would be loud and it would be quick. I didn't let my head drop, and I kept staring at the police chief, whose victorious expression was faltering because I must have looked like I wanted to kill her more than I was afraid to die.

Her eyes went wide with terror, the shotgun boomed, and suddenly, the police chief wasn't there anymore.

chapter one: impact

earlier


It was two in the morning when I flung myself off the roof of a storefront and onto the sidewalk. The heads-up display of my helmet flashed in red letters "BRACE FOR IMPACT" as gravity dropped me unceremoniously on the ground. Half in a crouch and half on my face, I scrambled to my feet. I took off running, immediately having to fight the burning pain in my quadriceps. My target was a lumbering man, a burglar and murder suspect who was twice my size and half as smart. I followed him around the corner of the derelict store and stopped dead in my tracks.

He had something that I didn't: friends. Suddenly, he wasn't the one who was cornered. It was me.

In the pause that ensued after both parties realized that this was a stand off, I dove out of their sight and used the wall of the store as cover. Somewhere between deciding to jump and actually jumping, the burglar and his friends opened fire.

My fingers fumbled with my belt compartments. I found a round, metal ball the size of a peach and I tossed it over my shoulder into the alley before they got the idea of coming out. I heard a couple of curse words moments before the detonation, then there was silence.

To me, silence is the absence of violence and the presence of physical pain that isn't mine.

I peered around the corner and found that three men were on the ground. My target was face-down, one of his accomplices was rolling and holding an injury, and the other was bloody and trying to get up.

"I win," I muttered inside of my helmet. I took out my flare and set it down on the sidewalk in front of me. NOPD would be here to clean up the mess, and my bank account would be a little fatter.

It took about two minutes for them to show up. As always, I was only a few blocks' perimeter away from the coordinates I sent them when I started the chase. On foot, they never get very far. Sergeant Anca Patrescu was the first out of the patrol car. She was in her early twenties--just a kid like me. Old veterans climbed the hierarchy like spider monkeys in this town, so it's up to the fresh faces to do this sort of grunt work.

"Sloppy," Sergeant Patrescu muttered to me.

"Done," I corrected her.

"Get it together, Koran. We're going to have to negotiate your price if you keep this up."

While my helmet remained emotionless, I was gritting my teeth, and the internal temperature rose one degree. We were equals in my eyes--except I did all of the dirty work. "Yes'm," I said begrudgingly.

Sergeant Patrescu folded her arms and watched as her men got to work stabilizing and arresting the three men I took out. After a couple of minutes, she looked over at me questioningly as if I didn't belong on the scene any longer. "Get some sleep," she advised gruffly.

"Say hi to your wife for me," I said with a grin. Sergeant Patrescu didn't think it was funny that I thought her having a wife was funny, so I scurried away from the scene. My bike was stowed about ten blocks away in a dumpster, hefty security measures in place. Such a walk would have been suicide for any lone traveler, but most people wouldn't mess with a dude in full armor.

Before long, I was back at home. I collapsed onto my bed in my underwear and fell into a deep sleep.

~

After a long night working, I need breakfast of the butter and toast variety.

"Mogale axed Roe last night."

I didn't look up from the table where my napkin was sitting. I was holding a piece of toast in front of my mouth, but I was frozen.

"Great conversation-starter, Dad," I muttered sardonically. "Please tell me the Roe I'm thinking of is--"

"It's not the one-legged homeless man on 8th Street," my father clarified darkly.

I set the piece of toast down. I had lost my appetite. "So our law man is dead. This isn't good. He was Mum's liaison for decades."

"Yep. And now he's at the city morgue with lungs full of tar."

I winced. "There's a way to go. So, some jokers drowned him in tar? How?"

Dad shrugged, tapping his index finger on the surface of the kitchen table. The news article he had been reading was displayed on the table's inset screen. "No one's sure. Or, at least, the media isn't reporting on it."

"What's the plan? The business is busted if we can't get the authorization to operate. And nobody at the police station is going to let us work--Roe was the only guy who even tolerated us."

"Go talk to Majeti," Dad suggested. His stony glare that told me he was at a loss. "I'll see what information I can scrounge up in the mean time."

I nodded gravely, rapidly pushing thoughts of dread out of my mind. Things weren't going to be the same after today.

~

Majeti's apartment complex wasn't too far; it was just outside the Barricade. I still wouldn't go anywhere outside of the Barricade without a couple of firearms on me, but it was pretty early in the morning for thugs. I took my knife, my pistol, and a pack of spearmint gum.

Majeti waved me into his apartment, which was as messy as a one-room apartment could be. It still amazed me how much crap he managed to acquire in such a small space. Unable to enter any farther, I stood in the tiny hall with a pile of shoes, coats, trash, and cigarette smoke in between Majeti and me.

"'Ey," said Majeti.

"Did you hear?" I asked.

"I don't even get a 'good morning'?" Majeti asked incredulously.

"I've only got fifteen minutes, so I've gotta be quick. Roe got whacked last night."

"Huh," Majeti acknowledged without much inflection.

"Roe was the only reason I can work. See the problem?"

"Are you going to hack my fifteen percent commission down to ten?"

"Shut up about that. I'm not going to get any income to share if we can't figure out who's going to hire me now."

Majeti was folding pairs of pants and putting them in a dresser, piles of junk almost up to his knees around him in his small bedroom. The junk was old rags of t-shirts and magazines and posters that hadn't seen a wall in months. His mouthed at his cigarette and plucked it from his lips, exhaling smoke.

"Well?" I prompted.

"Mogale is probably hiring."

I scrunched up my nose in disgust. "'Hitman' isn't part of my job description."

"You actually have a resume?"

"Sort of. At least, if I had one down on paper, 'hitman' wouldn't be on it."

"Fair enough. You know, Mogale pays well."

"I'm not working for him, Azar," I said, raising my voice.

There was a pause as Majeti took a long drag from his cigarette, bemused as if a child had just made a promise he couldn't keep. "Fine. Why don't you talk to the new police chief?"

I hadn't thought of that. I felt sort of stupid. "I guess."

"It's either that or Mogale or we quit."

"What if he doesn't like me?"

"Find someone who he likes, and sleep with her. Or him, if you have to." Majeti shrugged.

"If I have to sleep with a him, I'll call you to take care of it," I grumbled.

Majeti flashed a grin. He had perfect-looking teeth and, it might have just been the light, but he almost had a sinister glare about him.

"I'll go talk to the new police chief," I offered.

"Do that. I'll be here."

"Get a job, Azar."

"I will if you will."

"I have two."

~

Regardless of the happenings regarding dead police chiefs, I had to go to practice.

"You're late, Koran," Coach Manfred growled.

"Won't happen again, Coach!" I called over my shoulder. I was already sprinting onto the pitch.

"You say that every time, you worthless punk!" Coach Manfred called after me.

I hurried to join the rest of the team who were doing stretches with Coach Manfred. The other Coach Manfred. They were brothers. "Who pissed in Reginhard's cereal?" I asked Lahm Jonker.

"Beats me," Lahm replied, his face practically touching the turf as he sat with his legs spread and his torso bowed. The guy was a freak when it came to flexibility. "Maybe he wouldn't be mean if you showed up to practice on time."

I repeated what he said with a whiny voice. "Whatever. It's just conditioning."

Lahm and I stood up and bent forward, stretching our hamstrings. His palms were flat on the turf and my fingertips were barely touching the fake grass. "'Just conditioning.' Ban, you're an idiot. Veter's been itching to get off the bench, and I don't care how many goals you save--if you piss Coach Manfred off, he'll take you off first string. It's the off-season, so it's the perfect time to bring in a new keeper."

"Yeah? Then we'll lose, and Coach'll put me back on."

"Don't be so full of yourself," Lahm muttered.

"Hey!" Coach Manfred barked. "Is this Coffee Talk or football practice? Shut up!"

Evenhard was about as perky as his brother.

We finished stretching and did some laps around the pitch. My quadriceps felt like a painful, gelatinous mess from the chase last night, and I fell to the back of the pack with Lahm, who had the shortest legs.

"Hello," he said with a grin.

"Shut up," I told him.

"I think someone pissed in your cereal."

"Sorry," I said between breaths.

"Just observing." Lahm was fast when he wanted to be, but for runs like this, he tended to take it easy and lag behind. Me, I had the torso of a 12-year-old, the legs of a giraffe, and the arms of a gorilla. I could sprint past most of the guys, but the goalkeeper hardly ever had to run. Not part of the job description. Once we were finished running laps, Coach Manfred called us over to him.

"Penalty kicks!" he shouted.

I wilted.

Lahm jabbed me in the chest with his elbow. "I think they have a vendetta
against you. No idea why."

"Shut up," I grumbled again.

"Get in the net, Koran!" Coach Manfred yelled.

~

It's a thankless job, being a keeper. When you save a goal, the crowd doesn't go wild, the music doesn't play, and your teammates don't make a homoerotic pile on top of you while confetti falls from the ceiling of the dome. You get a few cheers, maybe a couple of replays. But God forbid if you let a goal--then you're despised like a nation's worst dictator. Strikers have it easy, and if they miss their mark, it's a small jab at their pride. Nothing like letting a goal. Yes, goalkeeping is a truly thankless job. But so is my other one.

I guess the penalty kicks could have gone better. Saving seven out of twelve shots is a D+ in the grade book, but I still beat Veter, and that's what matters. I felt a small weight lifted off of my chest as I gathered my belongings from my locker and shoved them into my bag.

"I scored on you," Lahm gloated as he sat his bag on the bench beside me.

"First one you've scored in weeks. Big-frickin'-whoop," I teased. "Doesn't it suck being on defense?"

"You tell me," Lahm retorted. He leaned his shoulder against the locker. "Slad and the guys are going out tonight. Are you coming this time?"

"I have a date." I looked up from my bag and stared at the darkness inside my locker that was similar to the growing void of dread in my brain. I had completely forgotten about my date.

"A date," repeated Lahm approvingly. "Why not bring her?"

"Because you jokers would try to steal her. Listen, I'll go out with you guys this weekend."

"Fair enough," said Lahm. Then he grinned. "Have fun, Ban."

I smiled a thin smile that lacked any joy. "I'll try."

Friday, August 8, 2008

Tethers: Invasive Negotiations II

Dresden, Icarus, 5th Month of Year 24, 71 Days after First Deployment

Tide had been followed by all sorts of uncouth creatures in her day, but getting trailed by three men was sort of intimidating. At least, it was intimidating when she didn't have a helmet with a panoramic wrap-around feed so that she could see behind her. It had been drilled into her to rely on her equipment, but Sergeant Kadlec always reminded them that their helmets and weapons may not always be with them. Self-reliance was one of his greatest emphases in training, and Tide didn't forget that. They had been trained briefly without their armor and all of its assets, but this was her first time on a mission using those skills. This was real; Sergeant Kadlec and Storm weren't her pursuers--these men wanted to harm her, though, granted, they were mediocre at best. Tide lost them fairly easily.

She toted them around Dresden for over an hour, wandering and pretending to window shop, and generally trying to lose them at every chance she could. The public transit is what finally trumped them after she boarded and got off several times. Finally, she was able to take a roundabout route back to her hotel and get into the room with no incidents.

Tide threw her horrendously florid suitcase onto the bed and sat down on the floor with a sigh. As much as she ragged on the squad, she missed them. It was easy being alone when she was busy being the sniper--she was at least protecting the squad, and she could hear their breathing over the comlink, talk to them whenever it was safe. But here, now, she was serving an organization that was essentially ruining a life she could have had while her squad sat and watched. Nobody wanted to be condemned to sitting and watching. It was becoming abundantly clear that Tide needed to get this mission over with as soon as possible.

It was 1100 hours. Tide grabbed her comlink and called Sergeant Kadlec again.

"Lisa, dear," he said when he answered.

"I'm safe, Pops."

"Good to hear. You know what to do in the room."

"Yep," Tide said with a sigh. She had the tiny monitoring bug in her other hand. "I'll call back in a bit."

"Take care."

"You too."

Tide set the comlink aside and looked distrustfully at the bug. It could save her life, or simply give Flare a peep show. Damn it.

Tide stood and found a good place to hide the bug. Part of her wanted only to allow an audio feed to go back to the temporary HQ in Grieg City, but they would need the visual feed should anything happen. And like Sergeant Kadlec always said, it was better to be safe than dead. "Sorry" was too soft of a word for their world.

Tide planted the bug and turned it on, glaring into it as she activated it. "Hello, boys. I'm going to go undress now. Just so you know." The encoded signal from this bug would alert the bugs that Puck, Storm, and Flare planted on their recce trips into Dresden. The bugs planted outside the hotel would now orient on the entrances to the hotel, as well as the outside wall where her room was situated.

Moving over to the bed, she unzipped the suitcase and extracted each and every piece of its contents, laying it all out meticulously on the queen-sized bed. There was an assortment of clothes (mostly dresses and skirts, to Tide's dismay, though she had been given some tight denim pants and pinstripe dress pants), undergarments that must have been purchased by Sergeant Kadlec under highly comical circumstances, and a swimsuit that she had almost mistakenly placed with the undergarments. Tide held up the white polka-dotted swimsuit top and bottom and scrutinized it with a scowl.

This was almost too much.

Tide was now Lisa Shepard, a well- (if not scantily-) dressed Sympathizer there to attend the convention. She had been taken aback when Kadlec told her she would be going by her paternal name, but Kadlec explained that any trace of a newborn Lisa Shepard bought by Cross-X had been erased from existence, the only remnants being the birth certificate that Kadlec kept under lock and key in a high-security filing cabinet in his office. No one would know who she was, not even if they were part of Cross-X. It was information known only to her, Kadlec, and the squad.

Her main objective was to crack the case on what the Sympathizer higher-ups were planning. Their leader, Fred Highland, was there to attend, and he surely had the information Tide would need to foil their plots. Still, Tide had been warned that it would be nearly impossible for her to get one-on-one with him, unless she played on his womanizing tendencies. Her other option was to divulge information from the other prominent Sympathizer leaders, and that was what Tide planned on doing. But she had to try and get in Highland's pants first because Cross-X command said it would be safer--at least, Tide wouldn't get shot with that plan.

The comlink rang again and Tide picked it up since it was Flare. "What do you want, Drew?"

"We've got a visual of Highland down at the resort," Puck said. Tide could hear a lot of background noise, so Flare must have been sharing his comlink. Good thing she didn't answer it with something [i]revealing[/i], otherwise she would have had to pound him for being careless with his comlink.

"Yeah," Flare added, bitterness rather apparent in his tone. "So why don't you put on that pretty, little bikini of yours and trot around?"

"Why don't you shut the hell up?" Tide countered venomously.

"What, like I really [i]want[/i] you to be some ugly guy's piece of meat?" Flare asked, his voice low.

"Oh, stop it," Puck grumbled. "Lisa, just go make an appearance so that he'll recognize you. Smile at him. Whatever. You don't need to do a little dance and strip. And, Drew, shove it. She knows what she's doing."

"Be careful," said Flare, chagrined.

"Don't worry," Tide assured them. "Oh, and one last thing: if I find out that you two were watching the visual feed while I change, I might have to sterilize the both of you."

"Copy that," Puck replied weakly.

Tide turned off the comlink and loaded up her datapad, bringing up a profile picture of Fred Highland to make sure she would recognize him. Staring at the double chin, grisly beard, and receding hairline, Tide thought for a moment about how she would rather get shot than attract his attention.

---

Flare stuffed his comlink back into his pocket and stared down at the coffee table, its surface covered in equipment.

"This is really bugging you, isn't it?" asked Puck.

"I just don't like it. That's all."

Puck reached out and grabbed Flare's shoulder. "I don't think any of us do. Not even her."

Flare sighed and looked at the corner of the coffee table where the tiny, five-inch screen showed the feed from Tide's room. She was standing with her hands on her hips in front of the bed where she had laid out her clothes. Flare picked up the little screen and sat it in his lap, then he shut his eyes.

"What are you doing, Drew?"

"Keeping watch."

"You would," Puck said accusingly. "Bruce isn't going to like it."

"I'm not looking, I'm listening. And you'd better not look either, wise guy."

"Because seeing my pseudo-sister undress is worth getting my jugular ripped out by her boyfriend and brother. No, I'll go see if Pops and Bruce need help."

Flare heard Puck get up and leave, then he honed his senses in on the screen sitting in his lap. All he could hear was the rustling of fabric, the soft padding of her bare feet on the hardwood floor. Flare kept his eyes squeezed shut to the point where it hurt the muscles in his face, and as much as he was tempted to take a little peek, he waited, motionless and listening.

Flare's comlink went off, and he picked it up, knowing exactly who it was. "Peep show's over," said Tide from the other side.

"Oh, good, you're still alive," Flare replied. "I stopped watching the feed because I was afraid of losing my manhood."

"Really?" Tide asked emphatically.

"Yes."

"You're watching now, right? Just you?"

"It's just me."

Tide had a mischievous smirk on her face when she undid her swimsuit top in front of the visual feed. She didn't want for a reply from Flare; she simply covered herself again and went for the shirt and skirt she was going to wear to the resort.

"Just doing a little practice for Highland," Tide joked.

"So not funny," Flare mumbled, breathless.

---

Tide donned her sunglasses as she exited the sliding doors leading out to the resort. There was a large, temperature-controlled dome over the entire area, its ceiling mimicking the light from the sun while scrolling stock footage of white clouds to emulate a real tropic paradise. The pool was large enough to house a whale or two, and the wave pool smelled and sounded like a real ocean. Hotel guests were lounging and being served cold drinks by the staff, and it was honestly a little too hot. But Tide supposed that was how the hotel made more money.

"Highland's in the northeastern quadrant," Storm said in Tide's earbud comlink. "Well, I mean, he's caddy-corner to where the door was that you came out of. Make sure he sees you."

Tide coughed daintily as she walked, affirming Storm's statement. She had to concentrate harder than normal to look natural, as the wedge-heeled espadrille shoes (black with white polka dots to match her swimsuit, of course) were awkward and more trouble than lugging a full pack up a mountain. Tide made a wide circle around where Highland was seated at a table under an umbrella, then she walked right by him from behind and found an empty lounge chair near the pool. She set her purse down on the chair and looked over her shoulder, taking off her sunglasses slowly. Highland's face was aimed in her direction, but she couldn't be sure if she really had his attention or not.

"I think he looked at you," Storm reported darkly, almost as if Highland had made some rude comment about her.

Tide coughed daintily again.

"Strip!" Flare urged. "Do a little dance!"

Tide cleared her throat sharply, an emphasized no. She took off the cover-up shirt and skirt, then she sat and stretched out her leg, undoing her shoe and taking it off.

"Jesus, Tide," Puck swore. "You have at least three guys looking in your direction."

"It doesn't help that she seems to be the only woman at the resort under forty," Storm grumbled.

"I dunno, there are some hot 40-year-olds there too. Did you see that blonde--"

"You're banned from this conversation, Drew," Puck snapped.

Tide turned and fished around in her purse, subtly glancing up to try and locate the other men. One of them caught her eye because he was familiar--he wasn't looking at her in that moment, but she was fairly certain he was one of the men that had tailed her earlier. She produced her datapad and quickly scripted a message to Sarge to let him know.

She sent it, then sprawled out on the lounge chair and projected a holomagazine from her datapad, idly reading.

"Don't leave, and don't act like you know anything. Look natural," Sarge instructed warily. "Storm, make sure nothing's wrong back in her room. In fact, reserve a different one--just in case she gets tracked."

Tide coughed.

An uneventful half hour passed while Tide read articles ranging from house-keeping to Core celebrity whereabouts. Eventually, a waiter approached Tide and held a drink out to her.

"From Mr. Fred Highland, miss," the waiter said in a snooty tone.

"Take it!" Flare hissed in her ear.

"Send him my thanks," Tide said with a smile as she took the drink. The waiter did a little bow and moved away, and Tide studied the drink's contents for a brief moment. Was this how men usually picked up women? It seemed... tacky, if that was the correct term.

Tide dipped her finger in the drink and pressed it against her datapad, letting it download a readout from the substance.

"Pretend to take a drink. Don't look like you're waiting for an analysis," Sarge instructed quickly. Tide put the glass to her lips and closed her mouth around the edge, tipping the liquid so that it touched her. It was blue, which seemed strange to her, as she had rarely had anything to drink other than water her entire life.

"Readout is clear. No unfamiliar substances in it," Puck said. "It's water, some sort of sucrose-infused mixture, vodka, and liqueur."

Tide took a little taste of it and made a face, which she quickly concealed. She sent them another message reporting that it tasted like cough medicine mixed with phlegm.

"Sip what you can stand. We have to be polite," Sarge said, and Tide could hear that he was grinning.

Several more minutes passed before Flare reported, somewhat frantically: "Pretty Boy's on the move. Heading toward you on your three."

Tide let her peripherals catch a glimpse of Highland. He walked right up to her, then sat down on the lounge chair beside her. "I see you are not pleased with your drink, Miss...?" he prompted.

"Shepard," Tide said, a smile hard to manage. This was harder than making a clean headshot on a moving target. "I--well--the drink is... blue."

Fred Highland laughed, and his globular gut jiggled underneath his florid red and white button-up shirt. "Then I simply must get you another. Fred Highland was born to please." He signaled for a waiter to come over.

Tide's smile didn't falter, although she made a note that she had a newly-discovered pet peeve for people who referred to themselves in the third person. "It's a pleasure to meet you, Mr. Highland. I was hoping to see you at the convention."

"You called, sir?" the snooty waiter from before asked.

"Please get this lady another drink," Highland said. "What would you like, Miss Shepard?"

"A water," requested Tide with a sweet smile.

"With or without lemon?"

Hesitation. "Without." Who the hell put lemon in their water?

"Right away, miss," the waiter said before taking off.

When Tide looked back at Fred Highland, his eyes weren't focused on her face. In fact, his gaze had trailed so low that Tide had to clear her throat to get his attention again.

"The convention! Of course. You will be in attendance, then, Miss Shepard?"

"Yes. I'm looking forward to it. I mean, I have been--for a long time." Tide was wondering if she forgot how to speak English.

"Wonderful! But, I am afraid I must be leaving," Highland said morosely. He took Tide's hand and kissed it. "I hope to see you at the banquet tonight."

Tide's skin began to crawl as if she had been dropped in a vat of centipedes. "I'll be there."

Highland smiled at her and moved away, heading toward the exit of the resort.

"A couple of guys are following him," said Puck. "I've captured some shots of their faces so we can identify them."

"On a related note, that guy is slimy, and I hate him," Flare muttered.

Monday, May 26, 2008

Tethers: Glory and Sadness

Tethers: Glory and Sadness
In Memoriam
For my Grandfathers, Rocco Stellatano and Herman Niehaus


It had only been a year since the war ended. To say that the galaxy had restored its tranquility would be a far cry from the truth, as humans had never been presented with the daunting task of reviving dozens of war-torn planets. But the lives of the surviving soldiers that had been bred to fight were slowly, carefully being put back together and placed appropriately in the galaxy. Like a well-oiled machine, soldiers were evaluated and shipped off to perform specifically-designed tasks and rebuilding human society.

Elisebeth Shepard pushed hard on the government-issued hoverchair as she ascended a tall hill with her brother. Bruce Shepard kept his eyes shut as gravity pulled on him, his abdomen the lowest part of his body that was able to detect the pressure. They reached the top of the hill and Elisebeth turned her brother to the left, following a paved sidewalk to a tall, synthesized Bradford Pear tree that had taken up residence after botanists on the government payroll planted it. Though vast, the tree was most likely no more than six weeks old.

An artificially-created breeze blew past the brother and sister as they looked down at the almost too-green grass. A marble tombstone lay flat on the ground, man-made as much as the plants around it.

On Bruce's lap sat a bouquet of yellow daffodils. They were fragrant and soft to the touch, brilliant and comparable to the artificial flowers planted at the bottom of the hill. But they were real. Bruce had spent the past several weeks gathering seeds and planting them, watering them carefully and allowing only just enough sunlight. He'd never created life before, and he took this task as seriously as any mission he had ever conducted in between his daily therapy sessions. He grasped the stalks in his hand and used the other to push himself up from the hoverchair, his sister at his side but not to chide him into sitting back down so she could do it. Elisebeth grabbed Bruce and helped lower him enough to place the flowers in the small vase behind the tombstone, adorning the departed with the respect of the living.

As Bruce settled back in his chair, Elisebeth placed a heavy hand on his shoulder, neither of them speaking or looking at each other. At length, Bruce's hand lifted and settled upon his sister's, a soft sigh escaping his lips. Their minds were everywhere but the cemetery, yet in the same places--they traveled to the training grounds of their youth, the nights together in Sarge's office, the bar on Apollo, places where they were alive and working. Their missions were over and lived on in the past--in the memories, even the repressed ones--but in the presence, this peaceful hill with the swaying tree, the only memory was riddled with sorrow.

Elisebeth swallowed the lump in her throat and gave her brother's shoulder a squeeze. There was only so much time they could spend at the tombstone before the gesture became too difficult to bear. Turning the hoverchair, Elisebeth began pushing Bruce back down the hill, now having to pull to keep him from sliding out of control all the way to the bottom. Bruce turned his head and watched the tree, the little, yellow petals of the daffodils swaying serenely in the breeze and growing smaller and smaller as they left until the hill covered them completely.

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Tethers: Bleach

I had a jug of sodium hypochlorite--bleach--which I set down on the tile floor of the bathroom beside my feet. I shut the bathroom door and turned on the air vent, then looked at myself in the mirror. I had dark hair. Really dark hair. It's possible that my parents, the Ballards, specifically arranged my genes to give me dark hair. Maybe they both had dark hair and I inherited it. I'll never know. But what makes it really not matter is that in about twenty minutes, I won't have dark hair anymore.

I had a pair of old gloves that I had designated for the task. I put them on before unscrewing the top of the bleach jug, which Hoops was able to siphon from the chemical laboratory and give to me. Good, old Hoops. He always humored me.

The squad thought I was acting up lately. Like some chronic disease or something. I've been talking back to Sergeant Kadlec more than usual, and I've got the headaches and the bruises to prove it. Storm thinks it's blatant insubordination, and I can bet you money he'll blame himself for it. It's not him, though. None of them get it. I can't blame them, but they could at least humor me like Hoops, who was practically a stranger. I'm not just whining. I'm thinking out loud, and apparently that makes me a rabble-rouser.

Ha, ha. Rabble-rouser. I would enjoy the word on the way it sounded alone, except it marked me as a threat to Cross-X's sick, little society.

I applied the bleach to my hair and waited. The smell started making me dizzy, so I risked opening the door and getting caught. I wasn't doing anything illegal, but the last thing I wanted was for someone to make me stop. I had to do this. No one believed I wasn't carefree Flare anymore. No one thought my opinions mattered. No one could tell that I was being serious when I said I wanted to quit this shit and go home.

The joke's on me, I guess. I don't have a home.

The bleach burned as it sat on the skin of my scalp. I put my hands on the edges of the sink and let my head hang over it, the sensation more of a nagging feeling than something to concentrate on. I checked my watch compulsively as the twenty minutes crept by slowly, the pain in my head growing as the fumes filled my lungs and my skin burned. Finally, it was time to wash it out. I turned the sink on full blast with cold water and shoved my head under it for a few seconds before I got to work shampooing it. I stopped when the water ran clear, then I shook my head of the excess water and looked up in the mirror.

I blinked twice. I didn't think it was going to make that big of a difference, but the blond-haired guy staring back at me was a stranger. The blond hair on my head was sticking up in randomized spiky formations, stiff as straw. I was supposed to sneak some mayonnaise out of the Galley to put on it to help soften it up, but that would have to wait until dinner.

Disappointment settled heavily at the bottom of my stomach in the meantime. I thought this would feel different. I thought this new image would free me from my old self, but all I felt was light-headed and headachey. I threw away the ruined gloves and moved out of the bathroom, about ready to collapse on the closest bed (Storm's) when the door to the dormitory opened. I almost ignored whoever it was, but instinct told me it would be in my best interest to look up. It was Tide. I didn't say anything.

"What the fuck did you do?" Tide asked. She never dropped the F-bomb. Ever.

"Bleached my hair," I replied, knowing that wasn't the answer she was looking for. I expected her to get mad like she usually did when I baited her. She didn't say anything.

We stood for several silent seconds, Tide gaping at me in a way that wasn't all surprise, but something else I couldn't quite fathom. Then she moved slowly toward me, somehow undisturbed by the appalling fumes of the bleach.

"Flare," she said levelly, searching my face. "What's wrong?"

I did something weird: I scoffed. I found that I didn't have a response, that I could only look away and scoff again. No one had asked me that before. I didn't really know.

Tide put her hands on the sides of my face and gently moved my head so that I was looking at her. She was standing close to me, and I could smell her scent and feel the warmth of her body. Her thumb grazed my cheek and I frowned. She waited.

"God, Tide," I said, all of the sudden feeling as though I had to choke back a sob, "I'm just so damn tired." That was all I could say. I had so much more bottled up inside of me, fantasies about the real world and how I wanted to fit into it, go to real arcades where I had to spend money to play games that weren't battle simulations, see a holovid about something that wasn't war, find a place outdoors that wasn't under enemy artillery fire.

Somehow, Tide must have known I meant more than I said because she looked devastated. She didn't speak for a moment. I felt my shoulders quivering with a caged energy that wanted to escape, but I refused. My face hurt from trying to keep in the sobs. When she opened her mouth to speak, I expected to hear about how we were all tired. "I'm so sorry," she whispered.

I forced the hardest grin I'd ever produced in my life. "For what?"

"Everything. Not seeing this sooner. No, not confronting you sooner--I knew, Goddamn it, and I didn't do a damn thing about it, and--shit--" Tide broke off and moved her hands away, having stopped because her barrier against sadness had sprung a leak.

By that point, my dam had collapsed. I grabbed Tide and forced her against me, holding her tightly, crying so hard that my tremors could have given her motion sickness. She clung back to me, her face buried in my chest. We stayed like that until our energy drained and we sank to the floor in each other's arms, utterly exhausted, expended of any will to speak or move. We were practically asleep when we heard Puck come in.

Puck leaned over Storm's bed and saw us sitting together on the floor. "Hey, I--" Puck stopped what he was about to say and did a double-take, one so textbook that it could have come out of a holovid sitcom. He smiled down at us and nodded to indicate my hair. "I like it. It's a good change."

Sunday, March 2, 2008

Tethers: Invasive Negotiations

A/N: The sexism is supposed to be taken from the point of view of the characters, not me. Thanks.

Grieg City, Icarus, 5th Month of Year 24, 71 Days after First Deployment


This was sort of degrading.

Tide had come to expect certain reactions out of the squad. She was different from them in a way that none of them could control, and no matter how hard she tried to fit in with them, match them, even surpass them, she would always be female. It was not a mark of shame, assuredly, but she was inherently different--the squad didn't think so. No, she was one of the boys through and through as far as Sigma was concerned, but High Brass knew she was the only special ops female soldier, and they monitored her.

There were several things, however, that Tide could guarantee regardless of anything: she would always be smarter than Flare, faster than Storm, and more aggressive than Puck. And with each of those advantages, she would never fall behind, never belittled because of her sex. And if there was one thing about being female that Tide could always rely on, it was the mystique--the unfathomable mystery of being a girl. Just a glare could send any man running, and sometimes, that was all she needed.

One would think being selected out of over one hundred and twenty candidates to run a vital mission would make Tide feel something like honor, but she was well informed that the only reason she had been chosen was because she was female. Storm assured her that she was more than qualified for the mission, though she was still nagged by a voice in her head that wanted to prove that she was more than just a covert ops asset with distracting anatomy. She was going to own this job. Own it.

Tide folded her arms and shifted her weight to one side, making sure her disgust was rather apparent. She saw Puck's and Flare's eyes follow the hemline of her loose summer dress as it grazed her thighs, and she let out a quick breath and rolled her eyes. By that point, none of them really questioned why she seemed to get so easily annoyed, as there was inevitably something they were unconsciously doing to make her so.

Storm rolled a suitcase toward the squad, which prompted a snort and a guffaw from Puck and Flare, as the suitcase was floral-printed and pink. They were all in civvy clothes because they were in a civvy place: the monorail station. It was a very strange assignment for a group of young adults who had hardly ever left their training grounds for anything other than battle, but Sarge was with them to help them carry it out. At least, he was in the same city, but probably helping himself to a quick meal at a diner currently.

"Here are your belongings," Storm announced, nonplussed by Flare, who was whispering something that was, no doubt, an attack on Storm's masculine integrity. Storm propped up the suitcase next to Tide and looked her up and down, deep creases forming on his brow. "I'm not sure if I like this... ordnance."

"Oh, please," Tide snapped. "This dress is flattering."

It was, really. Tide never fancied herself to be the kind of girl who would pay attention to the way clothes fit her because, well, she spent most of her time suited up in full armor or in sweaty fatigues. But to be in a dress... to see the heads turn when she walked up the hallway, the way Sarge lost the ability to form proper sentences, and Puck and Flare staring at her (albeit creepily), it was like having a jamming device implanted in the brain of nearly every man she encountered. It was sort of invigorating, in a way. And Tide could at least take solace in the fact that she knew she was sneaky enough to slot any enemy regardless of what distracting clothing she was wearing. This dress with its plunging, v-line neck, slim silhouette, and lack of length was not a crutch; it was an asset.

Storm sighed. "As long as it gets the job done."

Tide gave her brother a hug around the neck and pecked him on the cheek. "You're not worried, are you?"

"I'm just afraid of what you'll get into," Storm admitted, awkwardly returning the hug. His sister was so... small without the baggy uniform fatigues or armor.

"Get into? Why, I've only got permission to 'stop at nothing' to complete the mission." Tide grinned almost playfully. "I'll be fine."

Flare came over and slung his arm around Tide's shoulders. "You know, that dress almost gives you some cleavage. I have to give it some credit." Flare immediately moved away to avoid a potential blow to the jaw from Storm and an imminent elbow to the gut from Tide.

"I think what Flare means is that you won't have to go very far to get the intel," Puck said in his usual mediating manner, sliding his hands into his pockets and seemingly avoiding looking at Tide altogether. "So Storm shouldn't worry or anything."

"I'm not worried," Storm insisted uselessly. Sigma Squad's dubious stares all went to him until he finally said: "Okay, okay. I just want Tide to keep her clothes on."

"All right, enough about my invasive negotiations tactics," Tide said with a wave of her hand. She grabbed the handle of her suitcase and nodded to Puck and Flare, who were still ogling her, though by this point, with some ostensible restraint.

"You know how to contact us," Storm needlessly reminded her. "We'll storm in and slot everybody in a heartbeat if you need us."

"And we'll wear fantastic shiny armor while we do it," Flare added.

"I doubt you'll need us," Puck chimed in with a shy grin.

"Thanks, boys," Tide said. A fast breeze shot across the platform and Tide instinctively moved her free hand to her skirt, her self-consciousness suddenly getting the better of her. The platform was more or less devoid of any civilians (it was a Saturday and before sunrise, so that was no surprise), but she figured she should probably start getting used to acting like a self-respecting teenaged girl who wasn't frequently exposed to a squad of three boys.

"Check in when you get there," Storm said with a nod as the monorail pulled into the station.

"Brush your teeth!" Flare said.

Puck lifted his hand and faltered in what he was about to say. "Keep your... pants on?" he stated, more like a question than anything.

"Will do," Tide said with a small chuckle. She boarded the train with her suitcase and turned to look out the window at her boys, who were all staring at her as if they were worried parents sending a child out on her first day of primary school. It was sort of endearing, in a way, and Tide would have certainly thought that if their lack of confidence didn't annoy her so much.

The monorail began to pull out of the station, and Storm, Flare, and Puck began waving simultaneously in a belabored manor that could have been taken out of a corny holovid. Tide waved back nonetheless, and suddenly felt very alone on the sparsely inhabited monorail car. The more distance the monorail put between the platform and itself, the more Tide became aware of her solidarity. It was both liberating and terribly frightening--she had never gone on a mission on her own up to this point. Nothing had really prepared her for that.

Chalking it up to boredom and not her insecurity, Tide reached for her comlink, which was shaped like a normal civilian's and lacking in surreptitious design. She was about to dial in Storm's code when it rang on its own, and she answered it. "Hello?"

"Tide!" Sarge's voice came from the other side. "Well--Lisa, I guess, is the proper name now. Just checking up on you. Are you on the train?"

"Yes," Tide said, stopping herself from saying "sir." This was a normal conversation between two civilians in the event that anyone was observing her. "We're just exiting the city now."

"All right, so you're about fifteen minutes from Dresden," Sarge said, more for himself.

"Correct," Tide confirmed. Then, in an attempt to sound "normal," she asked: "How was your breakfast?"

"Cholesterol-filled and wonderful," Sarge responded blissfully. "Make sure you get one... if permissible. But really, do try. I'm taking your boys out tonight."

"I'm jealous," Tide said flatly, trying to sound uninterested, though she was admittedly envious of them.

"You won't miss much, I'm sure," Sarge assured her. "Maybe just some bad jokes from Flare, and Puck drinking too much."

"Puck's under-aged!" Tide whispered harshly.

"Details, details," Sarge said dismissively. "Check in when you get there."

Tide sighed. "Yeah, yeah. See ya, Pops," Tide casually said, clicking off her comlink. Her eyes drifted to the windowpane and her visage became dazed, but her mind was racing as fast as the monorail. Dresden.

Dresden was a small community east to the east of Grieg City, a sizable metropolis of the waning human empire. Grieg City was nothing compared to Ithaca, but it was growing with refugees in search of work and the displaced wealthy tycoons looking to start anew. Dresden had yet to feel the growth of incoming refugees, however, and Intel reports--which had to be taken with a grain of salt--were fairly confident that the ratio of men to women in the predominantly working town were outrageously mismatched--about five men to one woman. Needless to say, it was obvious why Tide was selected for the job.

Intel had also caught wind that someone was making massive communications with Bedlam. Sympathizers. Some humans didn't like the war. Many of them thought that history was repeating itself--humans claiming new territory and blasting away anyone who mucked up the works. They called for negotiations and compromise. Some even went as far as to sabotage the human war effort. And whenever Intel detected that, someone was put on the case. And without the illustrious military secret services, it was up to a Cross-X spec ops to stop it.

The monorail stopped in Dresden and Tide disembarked. A worker on the train helped her with her suitcase, and she thanked him graciously and made sure she didn't lean over for too long to lift the handle. She had to remind herself to be polite and smile. Non-Cross-X people weren't going to tolerate her usual brusque demeanor, and she needed to be sugary sweet if she wanted to complete the mission successfully. Tide could act.

As she began to walk off the platform, she noticed three men walking in her direction from her left. She found herself suddenly nervous, but she feigned normalcy and kept walking, waiting to see what they were going to do. They kept coming.

---

Flare sat down at the bar and twisted side to side on the stool, drumming his fingers on the bar's surface. It was 1000 hours and the place was empty except for a few shady middle-aged men talking intently at a booth. But Flare wasn't allowed to go upstairs yet. It would be suspicious for a grown man to go up to his rented apartment with three young men. Two was more believable, sort of. Storm--or Bruce, as he was now called--could pass easily as Sarge's son, and Puck--Simon--the ambiguous friend or potentially second son. Flare was named the third wheel mostly because of his bleach-blond hair, which made him a better lookout than a family member. He sat sideways to the bar so he could keep his peripherals on the door as Sarge, Storm, and Puck loaded what looked like very large suitcases into the elevator with hover-dollies. Sometimes surveillance equipment could get...bulky.

There was still someone tending the bar at even at 1000 hours. Go figure. "What'll you have?"

Flare glanced at the bartender and lifted his eyebrows emphatically. "What do you recommend?"

The bartender huffed, annoyed. "I don't know. I'm assuming since you're at a bar at this time a day, you must be a real alcoholic. And a young one, at that."

"Not necessarily. Maybe I'm just thirsty and I want a professional to make me a drink."

"And you think you're going to get a discount for saying that?"

"No, I flatter people at random." Flare was still twisting side-to-side on the bar stool as if he was an antsy six-year-old. "Do you have chocolate milk?"

The bartender paused and gave Flare a look that in itself said "No."

"Strawberry smoothie?"

"Kid, I'm about to ask you to leave."

"Fine. Diet cola. Although ma always said not to drink cola before noon."

The bartender rolled his eyes and sprayed a glass of cola from one of the hand pumps behind the bar, then handed it to Flare and made it obvious he was done talking by going to the empty opposite end of the bar. This left Flare to his own tormenting thoughts.

Flare sipped the cola and momentarily reveled in the fizzy, sugary sensation, a rare treat for any Cross-X soldier. Puck could probably spit out every adverse effect of cola off of the top of his head, but sometimes Flare wanted to do something that wouldn't have any dire consequences. And he was pretty sure a little sugar and caffeine wouldn't hurt him. Besides, it was diet.

Puck entered the bar for his second trip, carrying two duffel bags and a pack on his back. They were getting down to their personal items--the pack had his armor in it, and the duffel bags carried the rest of his personal effects, including some small weapons and his data-hacking paraphernalia. They were almost done.

Flare watched the door with his peripheral vision, staring down at the floor and letting his mind wander. Tide was alone. And if they were going to send a girl in for this, it had to be Tide--she was a menace on two skinny legs that went forever, and he loved her for it. She was going to get the job done right like every other job she'd ever done. But he worried. He didn't doubt her, not one bit--he just worried, worried like Storm every night before he slept. Yeah, they all knew he worried. But who the hell didn't? Tide felt pressured to succeed. Not one soldier in Sigma Squad didn't feel like he had something to prove, though Tide seemed to really take her performance to heart. Flare could see it in her concentration, her forced smiles, and the days she suffered from unbearable headaches. She was one of the smartest Cross-X soldiers in the organization, and even Sarge knew she was more intelligent than him. She was the best shot, and the best close-quarters combatant in spec ops. Somehow, though, that didn't seem good enough.

But, God, she was perfect.

Flare thought of the comlink in his pocket. He wanted to call her, but he didn't want to compromise the mission or, worse, annoy her. He abstained from making the call but continued to grapple with the hurt of missing her. It was tough on the squad whenever they were apart, but it especially hurt Flare. It was hard enough sneaking moments alone with Tide, and it was damn near impossible when trying to talk to her on the comlink.

Storm said in Flare's earbud comlink: "We're done. Come up at your discretion."

Flare continued to casually slurp cola, still sitting and twisting in the stool. When he was almost done with the drink, he beckoned the bartender, who came over reluctantly. "Can I get a burger to go?" Flare asked with an innocent smile.

"A burger? Sure." The bartender shook his head and left for a back room, returning several minutes later with a small bag, which was being pulled with the weight of an undoubtedly greasy burger. Flare took it and slid the bartender some currency credits, with a couple of extra as a tip. He grinned at the disgruntled bartender and went to the elevator.

It was already waiting for him, so he stepped it and rode it up to the third floor rental apartments, enduring the boring, almost surreal synthesizer music that played for the ride. It opened into a small hallway leading to three different flats, and Flare went to 3C and knocked three times.

"Room service!" he called in a sing-song voice. Storm appeared on the other side of the door as it slid open, and he grabbed Flare by the shirt and dragged him in, the door closing behind them.

"Could you not make a giant moron of yourself? Thanks."

"Sure. Whatever you say, Bruce," Flare responded, grinning. It was so hard taking Storm seriously when he was calling him by his real name. Bruce was so... grandfatherly. "But fun-less people don't get burgers. Yo, Puck, you want some?"

Puck was sitting on the small futon putting together some equipment that Flare couldn't quite figure out in its disassembled state. He flinched at his name. "Drew. Seriously. Make yourself useful and help me out here."

"I don't know if I like Drew. Should I do Andy instead?" Flare asked as he stepped over equipment parts and sat next to Puck on the futon.

"We're going to start calling you Smart Ass at this rate," replied Storm irritably.

Sergeant Elias Kadlec came out of an adjacent room and put his hands on his hips, eyeing Flare. He was wearing faded, black denim pants and a crimson polo shirt with all of its buttons undone and the hem tucked in. The pants seemed to squeeze his growing midsection, but it must have been due to the thin armor he was wearing under it, not his expanding waist size. Sarge was as cautious as he was intimidating. "I knew a Drew at the academy. He was a real genius--liked to show up late to morning calisthenics with Sergeant Payne." Sarge grinned sarcastically. "I think it's fitting for you, Drew."

Flare had unwrapped the burger and taken a bite out of it, the farthest he had gotten to helping Puck was moving to sit next to him. "Thanks. I'll take that as a compliment, Pops."

Sarge's comlink began to ring. They all froze--it was playing a little repeating melody like most other civilian's coms, and the song was Beethoven's "Moonlight Sonata." It was Tide. "Hello, Lisa," he said calmly.

The rest of them waited, fixated on Sarge, who had turned his back on them as if to hide his reactions.

"Uh-huh. Some new friends. Well, you've got enough of those, so why don't you lose them?" He waited. "No, no. Don't make a mess. We don't have enough connections to clean up a mess that big."

Flare glanced toward Storm, who looked as stoic as ever, if not paler. He swallowed so hard that Flare could see his throat move. Flare's heart was pumping so rigorously that his ears must have been pulsating with every beat.

"They're gone?" Sarge went on. "Strange. All right. Be careful. Go somewhere safe, but don't go to--" Sarge broke off. He chuckled. "I know you've got it. Call back as soon as you can, honey."

Storm, Flare, and Puck seemed to relax simultaneously. Sarge didn't use "honey" just to stick with the paternal façade.

"Tide called to try and act distracted around some suspicious characters." Sarge sort of paused as if belatedly catching his slip on Tide's name. "Simon, is that thing ready yet?"

"It would be done if Drew would stop pigging out and help."

Flare made no snide remark as he set down the half-eaten burger, wiped his hands on his pants, and had some equipment shoved in his hands by Puck.

Sarge came over and picked up the burger, taking a bite out of it himself. "Not bad," he said, chewing. "Ol' Hal can still run a decent bar. Too bad he's a bit of a priss."

Flare was stuck holding equipment while Puck carefully connected some wires. He recalled the bartender, a short man, rather skinny, his only intimidating feature being the articulate scowl plastered on his face. The image of "Ol' Hal" sort of melted with Puck's displeased concentration face, and Flare felt guilty for making the connection. Puck wasn't a priss.

"Done," said Puck.

"Let's get the sucker going so we can keep an eye on her," Flare said.

"You guys do that. I'm gonna give this place some better sound-proofing." Storm grabbed his pack and went into another room.

"I'll give Storm a hand while you guys set up," Sarge said, following Storm.

Puck looked up from the signal device and gave Flare a knowing grin. "So. Who's excited for the all-access feed from Tide's room?"

"I'd hit you if I wasn't so excited," Flare replied with a mischievous grin.